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diff --git a/served/words/weeknotes/2025/2.html b/served/words/weeknotes/2025/2.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ff46e08 --- /dev/null +++ b/served/words/weeknotes/2025/2.html @@ -0,0 +1,56 @@ +--- +template=post +title=Weeknotes 2 +style=/styles/post.css +style=../writing.css +path-offset=2 + +weeknote=2 +published=2025-01-10 16:30 + +description=poorly isolated 2nd week &blues +--- + +happy 2nd week 2025. + +we're feeling low, so it's lowercase again. this is poorly-isolated, some of the +third week has come into this one, but that's okay. i am tired and trying to +figure out when things happens, with poor record keeping, is a lot of work. + +nothing much happened! i bought, and later received, a sony a7s ii as well as +two lens for it. a 28-70mm and a 50mm which has become, or will be if usps ever +delivers it, the fastest/brightest/widest lens i own. this cost a majority of +the overtime money i accumulated through most of december. i've been having fun +with it! and i will share photos later, and hopefully video! eagerly. + +i am trying to try more. what i mean is, i am very tired and i want so hard to +do things. i wrote to my sister—who receives a lot of my brain-thoughts (for +very-much worse, i'm sure)—the following: + +<blockquote> + 2025 will be my year. I will drag it, and it me, kicking and screaming. I will + be tired and uncomfortable and frustrated, sometimes I'm sure, but I will <b>try</b>. +</blockquote> + +This is something I have tried to embody many times! Over the last months especially. +Change does not need to happen at some milestone: The start of a new year, a birthday, +an almost-died. I'm not sure it can, really, given the slowness of it all. + +Hey, when did I start capitalizing? Weird. + +I will try to fight the fatigue and the unfocus and the something-lacking rarely-motivation, +yes especially that one, and I will try to slowly become more real. + +And I will embrace the weird and the messy and the whatever-the-fuck-publishing-this is. +<i>(publishing, of course, carrying the meaning of only "to my website, sort-of tucked away". + which still counts, but seems gently insignificant)</i> + +<hr /> + +There is not much <i>Enigmatica 2: Expert</i> progress. I keep falling asleep +before I start playing it. It does not help, also, that my desk has become unusable +due to the half-rearranged nature of my living quarters. + +Last time, however, I was writing with care for the separation of weeks! So I +did not include that I'd achieved having built an IC2 nuclear reactor, which +very much solved the "my macerator keeps eating all my power" problem. \ No newline at end of file |